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So, once i was done with my studies i finally gave up and joined Facebook. I've been getting invitations to join for so long and i just ignored them because am not really a fan of these 'networks', i tried out hi5 before and ended up canceling the account because it just felt useless and too stupid, but i have to admit it is different with Facebook, i'm starting to get a little addicted to it, and by 'a little' i mean alot. I'm checking it whenever i get the chance, poking everyone on my list and having mini wall chats. I am happy with all the privacy settings and i'm glad to get in touch with people that i've lost contact with for a while.

I thought i was the last one to join till i found out that some of my friends didn't join it, well at least not yet, i'm harassing them to join and i think they'll give in soon :)

5 days to go ...

... and I'll be done with my finals, which leaves me a week until I officially become an engineer. So far all I care about is getting the finals over with and making up for all the sleep I missed during this semester.

Oh and I finally took the time to upgrade my account. It has been a long long time, but I don't think I'll be posting as much as before, at least not for now.

I can't wait till it's all finally over. Wish me luck

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It's been a while ... i was done with my finals on the 24th but i was too busy hibernating and making it up for all the sleep i missed duing the past 2 months.

Right now according to where i am we're 5 minutes away from 2007 and i don't know if i have anything to say. Almost everyone is mentioning their unforgetable memories in 2006 on their blogs. The only thing i remember is trying sushi for the first time (and getting addicted to it).

The only thing i'm looking forward to in 2007 is graduating, i'll think of other things later ...

Happy new year.

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It took me a few extra seconds to remember my account's password, and now that i'm in i don't know what to write about exactly. Nothing new, i have 4 projects to work on and they're taking all my once-upon-a-time free time now. I'm already exhausted and i'm not halfway through with any.

Erm ... that's about it. It's been a while since i posted my song of the moment, i love this one.


You give me something- James Morrison

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,

And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

bad mood

I'm a stubborn person. Once i set my mind on anything it usually takes forever to convince me to change it. Yet i hate dealing with stubborn people. It annoys the crap out of me and lately it really makes me want to hurt the person infront of me.

I'm starting to bitch and whine about anything lately. I cant stand many things and i'm getting very picky. Yet i hate bitchy whiney people. Everytime someone starts complaining to me i feel like telling them to shut the hell up.

I love it when someone has faith in me. Yet i hate it when they overdo it and start getting high expectations that i dont believe i can ever meet.

So there. I'm officially crazy. I can hardly deal with my own crap so i dont really need others dumping theirs on me. Today it seemed like everybody was doing it.

I had a quarrel with X on something. She said something about me that was completely wrong and was too stubborn to admit it even after everybody else told her that it's not true. I was so irritated and before i knew it, tears started streaming down my face. It was all in front of two other people and the fact that i got weak infront of them makes me want to kick the hell out of myself. I shouldnt have cared about what she was saying. I shouldnt have cried infront of them. They were not supposed to see that side of me. No one is supposed to see that side of me.

Y picked the very wrong time to come and whine to me about her studies and her life in general and ended it with "You're very lucky that you dont have problems". Well guess what ? i have two subjects that i havent touched since the begining of the semester and their exam is next week, i have 2 project's proposals to submit, i have other deadlines to meet, i have issues at home, i'm still not over the person i was in love with although it's been almost 2 years now and i'm dealing with people i cant stand every single day over and over again. But do you hear me telling you any about it ? No. So dont assume that my life is flowing easily cuz it's not.

The professor who's the supervisor of an activity club am in charge of came up to me today and told me how he's counting on me to get a certain activity done and everyone is counting on me to write and send official letters . I have started doing it but it doesnt seem to be going right, and with his speech today i felt bummed. I'm tired of living up to other people's expectations. I'm working on it but i dont think it'll ever get to his point of achivement, a zillion what-ifs are going in my mind and now i'm just scared.

shit ...

pictures out of boredom

I took these a little while ago while driving in Dubai with my brother on our way to campus. I was supposed to be studying but i got too bored and started taking meaningless snaps.






Yeah they're crappy but it's my blog. Keifi.